I havent ever had good luck in the dating world. All anyone has ever wanted was to use me. I am a great girl with a future.to.be proud of but.the outside.is what is holding me back because that is all that is ever looked at. I.am 18 going to college and I have a job, I am someone who can be talked to and I can always be found with a smile. But lately if been sad. I know im young but I want a family I want the white picket fence a barn and horses or just a nice home with a husband I can cook and take care.of and.someone who loves me. I know it seems weird but this is what I want.

Lew